We split into groups and divided up the prayer guide but I didn’t get to be in the same group as
After the formal prayer time ended I went straight over to talk with
We split into groups and divided up the prayer guide but I didn’t get to be in the same group as
After the formal prayer time ended I went straight over to talk with
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Phil 4:6-7
A woman who served in
Prov 3:5-6
A man named William Thiessen told us that “Your faith will be tried, that is sure but God will be with you.” He also left us with “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you.”
Ps 32:8
William has committed to praying for me while I am away on Trek and so has another woman named
Tonight was such a testament to how the people of God pray. Tomorrow night we’re going to their prayer meeting and we get to be blessed more by their ministry.
Beautiful faces, a fantastic poster, wonderful hugs and great conversations. Tonight we got to connect with this year’s Ministry Quest group. So many charming young men and women from all over the place who I haven’t seen since I was with them back in August and all the marvelous staff who I haven’t seen since before I left.
I often forget the power of people in my life. They so often speak God to me through their words, hugs, prayers, and just simply standing by my side. I can’t even express how fantastic it was to see so many people that I love all in one room. I feel so refreshed after feeling so alive.
Tonight was like a little taste of home and a huge taste of so much more. Seeing people from home has really set my heart at a whole new level of peace. Seeing someone and being able to give and receive hugs is so incredibly valuable when you’re far from home. There are definitely days when I miss home and days that I wonder what I’m doing here but there are so many more that I’m here and loving where I am and learning so much about community, my world and my God.
Today on what could be a totally self-indulgent and inwardly focused day we got to do a lot of serving. This morning we went to a place called Gleaners. This ministry is partnering with grocery stores and farmers all over Abbotsford and the surrounding areas to reduce food waste and feed the hungry around the world. What a marvelous concept! Since we, as consumers, are really picky the food that is slightly blemished doesn’t even make it to market and just gets dumped in a land fill, Gleaners is trying to make use of what used to be waste. They dry the vegetables to make bags of dried soup and then partner with other ministries in distributing the soup all around the world. We had a huge production line: there were thirteen people doing a job that they commonly have more than thirty people doing. We added scoops of barley, carrots, onions, tomoatos, peppers, lentils, green beans and numerous other ingredients to help create a healthy meal for people who may only have one meal the whole day. Each bag of soup is 100 servings and we put together 56 bags of soup in about an hour.
Later in the afternoon we came down to the great room and Amy was set with ribbon, cards, candy, and roses. We had hundreds of boxes of candy hearts and dozens of roses. We laughed and joked while we tied ribbons and cards around these gifts… and even told our first kiss stories, it is after all, Valentines Day. But after we finished we piled into vehichicles and headed to an area of town called Five Corners (it’s called this because five streets all come together at one intersection, so confusing!). But this is an area of town that has higher rates of poverty, drug use, and homelessness than we have previously seen in this beautiful town. We made our “home base” at a place called
“You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.”
Matthew 5:14-16
Have you ever had one of those days where you look back on it and think, “what on earth just happened?”
I end up downstairs with my teeth hardly brushed, shoes and sweatshirt still in my hands and of course, it’s raining. We did a memory game,
We were sent to places to get a cup a chai, and then to the airport for our next clue and then it was breakfast time. We followed the clue to the apartment of someone on Trek staff. For breakfast they served us white rice, a can of sardines, and a two-liter of coke. We had to eat everything before we could go on and if anyone threw up there would be time penalty. Our team choked it all down and before we left we were told this had been an actual breakfast that a Trek team had been served.
We got more clues that led us to find a needle in a hay stack (literally), go on a photo scavenger hunt, find a car in the mall parking lot (all we were given was the license plate number) and at this point our driver left us. We had no warning that we were going to be on foot from here so when we had found our next clue some of us were frantically looking for the van. A man who say us running around started lecturing Sarah on needing to remember where she had parked. We ran and walked through the rain until we got to the fire station and from there we played a game of bocce ball (Lisa and I dominated).
Our next clue was a string of numbers. We tried calling it but it didn’t work. Then Roxy figured out that the phone number was backwards. We called it and got a recording that said something to the effect of “Mathew, Mark, Luke, or John, go to Rotary Stadium and go fishing for something other than men”. We take off running because at this point we’re about 15 minutes behind the
From there we sprinted to Luke and Greg’s apartment so we could wait. We got there, changed into dry clothes and waited. We had somehow gotten almost 45 minutes ahead of the other team so we waited for them before we got the next clue. When they got there we still waited some more until Luke pulls dried squids from his oven… gross! None of us wanted to eat anything we still weren’t feeling well from breakfast. We all downed the squid and the
We sprint into the college library and find the book we need only to be lectured by the librarian about being quiet. We had been quiet but the
After our meal our next clue led us to break a block of ice, then play skee ball to get tickets to by candy for our driver, then we had to make up a love song and sing it to a “mysterious woman on a balcony”. She turned out to be a he who did Trek last year. When he handed us the next clue, none of us were exactly excited. We were told we had to go to a town called
We hop on the train and Breanne navigates like a pro! The only thing was that both teams went to the wrong station. If we had made it to the right station a lady would have asked for our help and if we helped her we would have gotten a “good Samaritan clue” that would have fast tracked us to the end. But we made it to
The entire game took about 15 hours and we were beat. Everyone was sore, exhausted and a bit queasy from the amount of unfamiliar food in our stomachs. We did it, as a team. We had no tears, no arguments, and we got to see everyone rise up and lead out of their giftings.
When we were first “released” into our silence, I made myself a nest of blankets and pillows, figuring that I would spend most of my time in my room since it’s so cold and there was rain forecasted for days on end. We were told not to fight being tired… so I didn’t. The first thing I did was take a nap. I slept comfortably for a couple hours and woke up just in time for dinner. But the marvelous part was that I woke up humming a line from a song, “you’re my safe place” and the truth of the matter is that God is my safe place!
I got a ton of sleep the past two days. After about ten hours of sleep I woke up right in time for breakfast (are you noticing a theme of waking up right in time for meals?). But Thankfully, it was sunny! God does hear the cry of my heart! I went for a walk down at the park wondering what God had for me there. I was wondering and I took a couple little trails that I had always overlooked on my other visits. It was wonderful to see what was off the beaten path and see all the hidden benches and charming resting places. I stopped and watched a pair of ducks for a while. I named them Mr. and Mrs. Duck (real original… I know). I watched them swim and dive under water and one would always follow the other. They would swim until they bumped into a piece of ice that was floating and then they would hop up on top and walk on the water, I couldn’t help but chuckle to myself and think “Jesus ducks”.
Backtracking a couple of weeks to another walk down at
I had come into this retreat hoping that God would just break my heart and that I would be able to cry for some things that I have never really mourned. I spent the evening in the tree house with candles lit just thinking about things and looking through my bible. I was overcome by the word “Hosanna”: it’s the Hebrew word of praise meaning “save”. I was overcome by the feeling that I had come to God in a spirit that was longing to mourn and cry but God wanted a time of peace and celebration with me. God wanted me to sing praise songs and talk walks in the sunshine. He gave me the sunshine so that I could rejoice and be glad, He heard even the trivial cry of my heart.
“Your father knows what you need before you ask him” Matthew 6:8b.
This weekend has been blissfully restful. Friday was a sleep in day, Saturday was completely free, and today we had minimal events.
The weather was beautiful yesterday so we took a long walk down to the MCC Thrift Store and I picked up a couple Spanish books so that I could start working language skills. The other treasure that I found was Scattergories… it had all of the pieces and I got it for a dollar!
Tonight has been one of my favorite evenings in quite a while. We basically had live jazz in our living room. Steve Klassen, who runs the Mark Centre, plays in a marvelous jazz band called the Mennonite Jazz Committee. It was wonderful to turn the great room into a coffee shop atmosphere, drinking chai, eating hazelnut cake, and hearing live jazz. There is nothing quite like a candle lit room, live music, a warm drink and being surrounded by friends. When the band took a break I spent quite a while talking with the bassist about how he began playing, about his double bass, and playing in a community orchestra. He told me that he had been playing the bass for over thirty year… I hope I still want to be playing my viola in thirty years. It was also just wonderful to have other people around. It was a bit like having guests in our home. We decorated, set out desserts and even rearranged the furniture. Tonight was a beautiful way to end the weekend and start a new week.
People are blessings, music is a blessing, jazz is love.
Mennonite Jazz Committee's Myspace